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Once upon a time I was working in sales in retail, climbing up the ladder to what I knew was progression. But one day, I came home and I was shuttered. It hit me, this is not what I want to do. The job no longer aligned with my values, and slowly my soul was suffocating. For a moment I cried – but then, I took my phone determined to find a job title that is for me.

As I was going down the list, from one job role to another I came across it: Graphic Designer. It sparked an interest – I’ve always enjoyed making things, being creative. Even in my job, I was the first one to decorate a blackboard for any sales features and deals.

Me, being me – I went on a research journey – I’ve watched podcasts, I’ve read about all the steps to become a graphic designer, downloaded Adobe programs and followed tutorials in my spare time. I had a good go – All of it in a discovery to find out if this is going to be sustainable. Last thing I wanted was to spent 3 years studying, only to do a big loop and come back to where I was originally. I was also scared I’m too old (yes I know I was only 23 but I guess this feeling is not even age dependent) we always fear “if it’s too late”.

6 months later, I applied for my education.

3 years later I graduated with 1st honours BA.

6 years later, I’m only falling more in love with what I do.

I’m consistently learning and refining. I’m meeting and working with the best people. And this industry, never seem to stop growing – there’s always something new to learn.

My journey was rocky, with more than few detours, but it all adds up to the person I’m becoming along the way. I seemingly tend to make decisions somewhat quickly, but they are not. I don’t do uncalculated risks – I always plan and calculate them in my head first. Then, I give it my all.

I’m all or nothing type of girl.

In time these decisions are easier to make – knowing that even if I make the “wrong” decision, I will learn from it. That it will only add to my life, never take away. Reminding myself to this day that things happen too, that I can’t control everything.

I learnt to trust myself. To trust my instincts and my feelings. To always follow my values. And to NEVER be scared to try something new.